Shouldn't be posting any entries at all because tomorrow is my paper, anyway just a quick one. Last time I posted an entry about someone is being there for me.
One question for the readers, how do you feel if you wake up one day in the morning and you realise that someone who is consistently being there for you are no longer with you?
It is tough letting it go.
Deep down inside, I have been missing someone, someone who I do not need to put on a mask when I face her.
Past few days, I had mixed feelings, not saying now I am not, still going through them. Loneliness, tireness, missing feeling, lost, distraction, heavy, fearful, helpless. All come in one nice package, and it is free of charge as well.
One thing that I feel proud of is I do not feel hopeless, and I still hope for a better tomorrow, a better future. =) A hope that keeps me going. And in faith, I ask God for His direction. Although things turn out unexpectedly, I still believe it is in God's hand.
Just a little prayer to My Daddy:
Lord, help us in handling this situation. Previous days had been restless and sleepless. We know it is going to be tough for the upcoming months or so. And Lord, we pray for Your hands to be upon us. Sustain us, guide us and lead us. Protect our health, our safety.
Lord, we pray for Your direction in this situation. Direct us in Your way. Keep us up when we feel down and discouraged. Hold us still when we feel like giving up. Lift up our burdens. Give us strength to persevere.
Lord, we thank You for being such a great God who loves and cares for us. And Lord, we want You to know that we love You too.
In Jesus name, Amen.
Wishing you were here with me at this moment.
1 comments:
Hey there...I totally agree that letting go is tough. It's never easy actually.
At this juncture, guess the most important thing is that you're on ur way to be completely ok. Just hang in there and trust God that it'll work out in His time.
Till then, learn to enjoy the journey =)
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